one second im okay and then the next its like something snatched me. grasped me with angry hands. dug its fingernails into me and told me im no good. i feel like im staring into your eyes now as i look at it. this thing that delights in tearing me apart.
i just said hi to someone and they didn’t hear me i’m never trying that again
but why do i say “i know” to my pets when they make noises. im lying to them. i don’t know anything.
that time in the night when you can’t stop yawning but can’t get to sleep either